At a loss.

Shit. Finally found out that i lost a lab coat and my allrounder Timberland windbreaker to the winds today. The thing about staying in hall is that u can't confirm whether an item is at hall, or at home - it takes a week or two to realise lost property, by the time it is too late to carry out rectificable action - or even to recall where the hell u last saw it.

The loss of the lab coat was ok, well i've got another one, but the timberland windbreaker was some sentimental object, i bargained for it during the Great Singapore Sale and managed to get it at half price, and other sentimental values... Now its lost, great and shit. Why am i so stupid??? There are some possiblities, 1) i misplaced it or 2) someone stole it intentionally.

damn.. arrggh. guess i will go cold in LTs for the moment.

pontanged today's choir rehearsal. i wonder why the hell i am i choir, i am not one singing guy, i am an instrumentalist!!! the reason to sing sounds damn lame and stupid now i look at it - i have a short vocal range of about 2 octaves only and am prone to throat infections the most..

...or is it the urge to join a cultural group, ANY cultural group in hall that very important? tot could play for geyao but didn't qualify. band - didn't try. chickened out at the auditions. what would they want of a silent, seemingly unfriendly guy anyway who doesn't joke and talk much?

seems like my intentions to join hall due to the activities is increasingly a wrong one.... :(
activities? if u want, u can have NUS activities.. who needs those points anyway? am i crazy man.

i wondered why i joined hall in the first place..