What A Poor Pharmacist
for a weary soul like mine

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Tears
by X-Japan

Lyrics

doko ni yukebaii
anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta
toki ni toikakete

nagasugita yoru ni
tabidachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete
kodokuwo dakishimete

nanagareru namida wo
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
toiki wo kanjite
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

Loneliness, your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
And you, you never said goodbye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I'd never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting, fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

nanagareru namida wo
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
aoi bara ni kaete

dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

nanagareru namida wo
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
toiki wo kanjite

dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love



Tuesday, November 08, 2005


The Attack of the Insomnia Bug

Well, said the title and time of this blog. No one blogs at 0800... maybe Edwin. (haha but that's another story...)

can't imagine. I've been awake for six hours. yes.. slept only two hours from 1200 mn to 0200 and then woke up from my slumber in hall. was it the bed or the #$%^ insects?? both. anyway felt damn damn itchy.. finally got a taste of wad army life must have been like to the poor NSFs that went thru BMT.. shitty. thanks god i stayed out.

anyway can't resume sleep for the rest of the nite.. went to pee three times at roughly 3am, 4am and 5am. the direutic effect is incredible. then got so pissed off by some alarm clock at 6am, i drew the curtain and went to do some work. when i drew the curtain again, daylight had already acheived itself.

3 things i could attribute to this behaviour:

1) sleep cycle totally disrupted. woke up at two p.m. on monday - waking up times leaning towards the afternoon. seems like the one-week break isn't doing any good. this is retribution.

2) forgot to take my medication yesterday, took it at 12 mn. ok it made me kinda sleepy.. so i slept for 2h. then woke up. no wonder i was so hyper during the entire night, smiling and cracking jokes.
i find that whenever i miss medication, i become very hyper... but with very serious side-effects like this shitty insomnia. took medication again at around 0430. the tranquiliser effect didn't work man.... shit

3) stress....? maybe. but this is a bit extreme. i always get insomnia during pre-exam preparations. comes with the brain. oh well.

now.. just waiting to fall asleep.. but hopefully after anatomy lecture and after the gek rehearsal on the presentation.. i think i will buang the presentation... omg... 4 hours to go..

0839 now.. wad to do with 1 hr?? can't sleep... so blog lor. can't blog well. can't type well either.

went down for breakfast just now. tabaoed. on the way back saw someone who looked like a girl standing outside the main door to the Sheares lobby. if i were awake, i would have opened the door for her.. even though i was carrying breakfast with both hands.. but some unknown mechanism prompted me to walk on and dao her.. OH SHIT man... in the end she had to call someone else to open the door for her.. so guilty and so pai sei..
worse thing is i dunno who she is!!!

oh man. thing i have Level Up-ed. i'm now able to sleep with my eyes wide open.. and my senses at full blast... achieving a dream-like state in which i'm in semi-control of my actions.. something the average person would probably equate to after drinking a whole lot of alcohol.

think i shall recuperate at home after this.. wed still got presentation...

insomnia sucks... sucks sucks sucks sucks.....

Dispense-A-Dream '07
In a passing moment
8:22 am

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About Myself
Name: Tan Yong Qiang
Birthday: 19 Nov 1984
Primary profession: Student in NUS Pharmacy
Secondary profession: Audiophile
email: whyqueue@hotmail.com

Where I Came From
Primary Sch: Fuhua Primary, 1991-1996; 1H-4H, 5B, 6B
Secondary Sch: Commonwealth Sec, 1997-2000: 1B, 2B, 3S1, 4S1
Junior College: National JC, 2001-2002, 01S25, 01S29
National Service: Singapore Armed Forces, Army, 6th Division, Jan 2003-May 2005
Tertiary: National University of Singapore, Aug 2005-Present

Character
Likes having fun. Being with friends. Listening to music.
Introverted if don't know u well
A person with epilepsy.
Dreamer.
Problem-solver.
Hesitant and procrastinating.
Pulling up my CAP

Wish List
Make it through Pharmacy course
To be happy every moment of my life
Take care of myself
To be a better man

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