The Attack of the Insomnia BugWell, said the title and time of this blog. No one blogs at 0800... maybe Edwin. (haha but that's another story...)
can't imagine. I've been awake for
six hours. yes.. slept only
two hours from 1200 mn to 0200 and then woke up from my slumber in hall. was it the bed or the #$%^ insects?? both. anyway felt damn damn itchy.. finally got a taste of wad army life must have been like to the poor NSFs that went thru BMT..
shitty. thanks god i stayed out.
anyway can't resume sleep for the rest of the nite.. went to pee three times at roughly 3am, 4am and 5am. the direutic effect is incredible. then got so pissed off by some alarm clock at 6am, i drew the curtain and went to do some work. when i drew the curtain again, daylight had already acheived itself.
3 things i could attribute to this behaviour:
1) sleep cycle totally disrupted. woke up at two p.m. on monday - waking up times leaning towards the afternoon. seems like the one-week break isn't doing any good. this is retribution.
2) forgot to take my medication yesterday, took it at 12 mn. ok it made me kinda sleepy.. so i slept for 2h. then woke up. no wonder i was so hyper during the entire night, smiling and cracking jokes.
i find that whenever i miss medication, i become very hyper... but with very serious side-effects like this shitty insomnia. took medication again at around 0430. the tranquiliser effect didn't work man.... shit
3) stress....? maybe. but this is a bit extreme. i always get insomnia during pre-exam preparations. comes with the brain. oh well.
now.. just waiting to fall asleep.. but hopefully after anatomy lecture and after the gek rehearsal on the presentation.. i think i will buang the presentation... omg... 4 hours to go..
0839 now.. wad to do with 1 hr?? can't sleep... so blog lor. can't blog well. can't type well either.
went down for breakfast just now. tabaoed. on the way back saw someone who looked like a girl standing outside the main door to the Sheares lobby. if i were awake, i would have opened the door for her.. even though i was carrying breakfast with both hands.. but some unknown mechanism prompted me to walk on and dao her..
OH SHIT man... in the end she had to call someone else to open the door for her.. so guilty and so pai sei..
worse thing is i dunno who she is!!!
oh man. thing i have Level Up-ed. i'm now able to sleep with my eyes wide open.. and my senses at full blast... achieving a dream-like state in which i'm in semi-control of my actions.. something the average person would probably equate to after drinking a whole lot of alcohol.
think i shall recuperate at home after this.. wed still got presentation...
insomnia sucks... sucks sucks sucks sucks.....