What A Poor Pharmacist
for a weary soul like mine

Currently Playing:
Tears
by X-Japan

Lyrics

doko ni yukebaii
anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta
toki ni toikakete

nagasugita yoru ni
tabidachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete
kodokuwo dakishimete

nanagareru namida wo
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
toiki wo kanjite
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

Loneliness, your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
And you, you never said goodbye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I'd never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting, fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

nanagareru namida wo
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
aoi bara ni kaete

dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

nanagareru namida wo
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
toiki wo kanjite

dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love



Saturday, December 10, 2005


Day 2

Woke up at 5am, by someone laughing in the room outside (guess was tracy. Dunno why she became quite hysterical.. haha, must be the bridge). Found jevin, Edwin, tracy and Chelsea playing bridge. Can’t sleep afterwards. The dudes were then playing mahjong downstairs and I thought that was more interesting, so I went down to have a look.. till about 7-8 am.

While I was looking at their antics, in the hope that this would make me tired and rest, it was to no avail. I was still fully awake at 10am – by that time most of the guys had woken up and Jevin mobilized them to return the bikes to east coast – about 17 of them.

Amazingly, this included everyone in the chalet except me… ha. Perfect, I closed all the doors and everything, drew the curtains, set the aircon to full blast, and slept away in the living room on a 3-seater couch. Best sleep I’ve ever had.

Someone woke me up at about 1:30 pm (think it was xuanwei’s message). The next hour was spent on logistics about the barbecue and on getting people who had not yet arrived to the chalet. Amazingly, one of the earlier guests which arrived was Prof Bernard, yes, in his trademark blue shirt and working pants and windbreaker.

The people who went to buy stuff all came back at 3:30 pm, some of them went bowling, some went to the beach, some in the guest rooms upstairs, knocked out. Some of the people who just came immersed themselves in the mahjong table who was sitting there seductively looking at us (that includes myself), or helped out with the barbecue, setting the fire and marinating the food.

Guess all I wanted then was a break… din’t mind the sedentary lifestyle and soon it was about evening time, about 6-7pm, and more people were arriving on top of the more people. A whole lot more people than me and yuantai were expecting. Very shockng indeed. Some of them i din't really know.

Ok, actually i forgotten what happened during the evening from 6pm to 9pm.. remembered mahjong, playing the laptop with all the retro songs until niron took over with his hip-hop, some tv, not much food, and drinking with niron, farveez, parry, zhong hao and choon han. The beer turned into ice, same for whatever drinks we put in the cooler (by now we called it a freezer), after some clever defrosting by weida, it tasted a bit "off" as what the guys put it, but still drinkable. I felt that it tasted the same - bitter.

Along the dialogue, Prof B mentioned that he was about to leave for Aust to study what he had originally hoped: medicine. Well done, man. Suddenly i felt a sense of loss - an undescribable feeling that perhaps could only be identified as a sense of loss. Bernard was an interesting man, no doubt, one of superior intelligence, and perhaps most of the class pitted their academic abilities against his own, took him to be a benchmark for greater improvement. But what made him shine in my eyes was that he was a outgoing person, going for every outing that the guys organised - and taking a main role in it, rather than be someone who coops up in his hostel room and mugs the night away when the chance comes. Maybe he's just smart enough.

When he paid his $10 for the chalet, i was expecting him to give me $10 straight, but instead he took out a pack of cards and bidded me to choose a number, i chose "7", then he told me to pick the 7th card. It was a "10" of diamonds, and then from himself he gave me a nicely folded $10 note in a diamond shape.
Interesting way. Wish i'd got to know the person more.

The bulk of the guests started filing out at around 9:30 or so, the last of them went back at 10:30, whoever was left behind would be the "campers".

Dispense-A-Dream '07
In a passing moment
8:03 am

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About Myself
Name: Tan Yong Qiang
Birthday: 19 Nov 1984
Primary profession: Student in NUS Pharmacy
Secondary profession: Audiophile
email: whyqueue@hotmail.com

Where I Came From
Primary Sch: Fuhua Primary, 1991-1996; 1H-4H, 5B, 6B
Secondary Sch: Commonwealth Sec, 1997-2000: 1B, 2B, 3S1, 4S1
Junior College: National JC, 2001-2002, 01S25, 01S29
National Service: Singapore Armed Forces, Army, 6th Division, Jan 2003-May 2005
Tertiary: National University of Singapore, Aug 2005-Present

Character
Likes having fun. Being with friends. Listening to music.
Introverted if don't know u well
A person with epilepsy.
Dreamer.
Problem-solver.
Hesitant and procrastinating.
Pulling up my CAP

Wish List
Make it through Pharmacy course
To be happy every moment of my life
Take care of myself
To be a better man

-Words from 21st Birthday-
whyqueue@21yo

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