Love

Love is like a tub of ice cream - it's sweet, but it melts easily. Eat too much of it and u kena diabetes.
-anon

haha just came from a session of msn.. mass chat again

xuanwei and zhi wei were trying to "unlock the safe".. but failed as many before her did. muhahhaha... as long as i'm sane or sober the safe's safe.. haha

yep keep asking me who she is, who i like, that kinda stuff.. i mean why do people wanna know? maybe if i say she's from pharm. haha

the awful truth: there is nothing inside the safe.. truth is, i dun know myself. "who do i like? i dunno."
this thing is like falling down a snowy mountain slope in a james bond movie: you dunno whether you will be ok, which cliff will you land on, which route will you take. totally unpredictable.

but isn't that part and parcel of life...? its unpredictability...

you can like someone, but someone doesn't like you. or you don't like someone, but someone likes you.
and how on earth do you know that that someone likes you?
its very likely that you like someone, but that someone is not gonna sit around, as normal gals probably should have someone in mind, and that someone is not probably gonna be you.

so like what zhiwei said, how u know that she likes you at all? or treats you as a friend? and how do you know in the shortest possible time so you can forget about it and move on?

haiz. sometimes i really ask, how much am i in control of myself. or how much am i in control of my feelings.