Shacked (2)

Another thing to note. Today i was sitting at the back row of the science of music lecture cos i can't find Chiew Lei and her friend and Joy didn't come today. then i saw this guy with a laptop one row below me...

he was msning with.. his girlfriend!!! grrr. the thing was that they called each other dear and all those rou ma stuff, well i could see it all. okok. the green-eyed monster in me is surfacing again. haha but the thing is, his gf is darn chio!!! what the hell in the world has this guy done to impress her?!

anyway brings me back to the point. i think i'm damn despo. haha. no, not think, i am damn despo. what can u expect man! i haven't had a real relationship before in twenty-one years of my life.

and time is running out.
in 2 years time i'll be hell busy with year 3 subjects.
in 3 years time i'll be hell busy with FYP and stuff (assuming i get it).
in 4 years time i'll be working. most prob doing my intern or whatever they call it.
then it goes downhill from here.
guess i'll spend my 30s still pining for one.. then give up when i hit 40. haha. assuming i live that long. then maybe get a vietnamese gf. but that is sooooooo sad... noooooooo

sien. its so hard to find true love in singapore. often its like u like the gal, but she doesn't like you, then simultanousely another gal likes you but u dun like that gal. Like cupid is firing GPMG, all the shots go haywire and ricochet everywhere. then you have stuff like infidelity (?) where the guy goes for another person (or now equally prevalent is the gal going for another person). one night stands are increasingly being trivialised.

okok talking rubbish again.. move on. just get me a gf sometime, will you? or get me a beer haha