I survived Hell Week.. to find myself in another

A look at the events of this week:

Monday: lesson until 5pm. After 5pm spent 4 hours in NUH and $70 trying to figure out why i "had a feeling that i had something stuck in my throat". Was eating otak (dinner) on Sunday after the bhbh2 meeting at esplanade. then felt something stuck in my throat. was thinking of some splinter.

then after one triage, one consultation, one x-ray, one scope through the nostril by ENT specialist... still nothing. pissed off at the endless waiting... i wanna do so much hw... then spent $70 for nothing!!! wtf wtf wtf...

Tuesday: changed prac with may may. went for morning. skipped mkt1003 lect to see specialist at NUH. increased dose to 400mg om, 600 mg on (previously 400 mg bd). talked some crap with dr Ong.
came back at 1600 to sheares hall to do makeup and get ready for Heartland Performance at Ang Mo Kio.
Heartland Performers: me, jw, louis, gao shan, puay san, constance, paulene, laureen.

Wednesday: wore white shirt and black pants to sch, looked absolutely impressive (haha). did lsm lab with yien ling, as usual, saw a display of her finer intelligence. haha. got dismissed at 5pm instead of expected 6pm and rushed back to sheares hall for another Heartland Performance, this time at Yishun. starting to get used to it, if u tell me to do this on a regular basis i probably wun mind, but i need to catch up on my studies.
Heartland performers: me, sukiang, evelyn, puaysan, laureen, paulene, winnie

Thursday: wore jacket with singlet underneath and jeans. went to ucc at 2pm. (ponned SoM lecture, again. cos Joy like want to go then dun want to go..but when we reached LT32 she got cold feet cos it was 1pm and she didn't wanna step into the LT. ha. and i tot of leaving 15min after that.) then got sien at ucc cos supposed to help the EML people set up the concert venue but then nothing much was done until 4pm, i got so bored, i decided to leave for my SS lecture.

It was a good move. The SS lecture, although tiring (u just have to listen to NUS history teachers talk and you'll either fall asleep, or get a seizure), was good. Never knew what happened to singapore during 1395 - 1819. Now i know. haha.

Went back to UCC, helped them set up a little. think that the EML guys dun really know me, they seem to ostracize me or something, not much conversation flowed. maybe they're busy. or what. whatever. i regret not putting up a piece for this concert due to Chingay commitments, but well, Chingay is not an excuse for not doing so anyway. Watching them rehearse made me feel that the pieces they put up are probably what i can put up too.. not to sound too proud here. But it made me feel that i can do it, something i had previously not thought of. Due to the air of (i dunno how to describe it... mistrust? apprehension?) i did everything half-spirited. No pharmacists were there, none of my friends were there. And i had not made much friends there too. Sighz. Sometimes during the breaks, i wonder why am i there when i could be doing something else much more worthwhile.

Left at about 9:30pm due to closure of UCC.

Friday: Physio tutorial from 2-4pm, followed by LSM tutorial from 4-6pm. Then back to UCC for the concert. I guess two other concerts were simultaneously being held - one from Eusoff Hall Dance and the other i dunno what. My ticket booth (i was the ticketing machine with a smile) was at the far right of the first lobby, it was actually quite ulu as compared to the other shows. Not many people came, all probably friends who were dragged by the performers. Ha. was thinking of performing next time, then i can drag the whole pharm ppl here. naive. Mood was better today, esp after the 1.5 h concert, where the adrenaline was converted to endorphins. Left at about 10:20 pm from UCC. Reached home, tried to cram some LSM but didn't work.

Saturday: supposedly needed to go for some counselling (i do the counselling) thing organised by pharm soc. thing is:

they sent me a personalised email (means they have my email address)
but in the list of groupings, there is no group that has my name
the thing is, i remembered very clearly in anat lab that i signed up for this!!

grrr.
thing is, u have to wake up at 0930 if you're going!!! i woke up at 1200 instead. sien. hence decided i'm not going.

now i'm blogging.

later got meeting at yih with the bhbh2 gang at 1700. sien.

Sunday:
0930-1330: Lion's befrienders (some old folks home visit) organised by bhbh2 / rotaract club.
???? - ????: Heartland performance at Hougang.