Sick

Woo.. in my systemic there is now:
400mg of carbamazepine
10ml of Dhasedyl syrup (woo.. makes you seh)
250 mg of Amoxycillin
500 mg of Acetaminophen
10 mg of Phenylephrine HCl
caffeine equivalent to a tablespoonful of coffee mix
milo
lotsa other stuff.

woke up today to found out that i couldn't breathe through my nose... yes the whole thing was jammed, like a clogged drain. went to the bathroom and sneezed the hell out, it must have felt like a hurricane inside my internal nares. well at least got most of the @#$% white, sticky, slimy, viscous mucilage out, and i can breathe through my nose again. ha. but i think i sneezed too forcefully, that something's stuck in my ear now and i can't hear a thing in my right ear. damn.

life in mono.

thank god i didn't sneeze out bloody phelgm, man.

going to recce pasir ris in this state about 2 hours from now. not much revision done today. i'm trying to finish promotions strategy, price strategy and product strategy today, AND sleep bfore 10pm, seems like that won't be done.

a very good friend of mine has widely announced that she had spent SEVEN days to finish ONE chapter of ONE module. I said to her: well done. keep it up, for, i think you've got much more terrain to cover in the next FIVE days. hope she can catch up, with another good friend of mine, whom they are always seen together.

another good friend of mine (in fact, many of them) spend their days studying in a small alcove outside her house, in relative comfort and peace. i hope she does well.

more good friends of mine are preparing to mug their hearts away in the Cold Library of Hon Sui Sen. LSM for them. wun be joining you guys anytime soon.

and yet some good friends of mine, very good friends, are relaxing their asses off. grrr. well what to do. i guess they've earned their keep while we were "relacing" away in March. *salute* so near, and yet the schedules don't match, what the hell.

so stressed am i. since april i've been neglecting everything else, trying to cram what's left of Marketing, SS and Physio into my tiny little hippocampus. Before this, two modules was the limit in my read-only memory. shit.

so scared i will.. suffer another relapse like Anatomy. i think that time i had a febrile seizure. very scared of these kinda infections; minor flu -> major flu -> sore throat -> phelmgic -> cough -> fever. what comes next?

bringing LSM to study on the long train journey to Tampines. yes, i'm gonna recce the Changi chalets. *yawns*