Random Rantings

grr. i'm now alternating between periods of headaches / dizziness and periods of clear vision.

why can't i have a good brain like most people. instead something that crackles with sparks near the scarring tissue. damn. causing alot of headaches.

some asshole is sawing / drilling something in the floor above me.

no motivation to study...

haiz all my folks are out. delivered the color printer which my dad bought for me during my stay in hall. $300, to my fourth uncle. i wondered, since i already have a laser (black-and-white) printer outside, just keep this for now. it's been sitting underneath a desk for some time already.

instead of keeping it as a white elephant, why not lend it to them? hmm. well after all i didn't buy it, my dad did, and if he wanna give let him give.

hmm. wonder when i'll see it back again. my mum's not very pleased about this. the last time we lent something to them it came back ONLY when it was spoilt. and they didn't even tell us it was spolit. oh well, reasons for family squabbles...

grr. my mum reasons, since both fourth uncle and aunt are uni grads, why shouldn't they have the $$ to buy their own color printer. which makes sense.

mum thinks my dad's being too kind to his siblings. on the expense of us. well. i have no comment. i don't click very well with my fourth uncle's cousins either (primary sch to Sec 4)

godddamn it.. the fella upstairs has started drilling/screwing again, why not go and screw yourself.